After bankruptcy, I heard the voice of my sworn enemy

After my family went bankrupt, I took a risk and drugged my sworn enemy. Suddenly, I heard his inner voice: [Baby is so adorable! My hands were shaking when I gave him the drugs.] [Hiss! Baby is so skinny! I wonder if he can hold out for the next few hours.] [After all, even if the baby cries and begs me later, I won't stop...]